Sa ngayon, wala akong best friend.

Siguro kasi bihira lang namana kong nasa bahay. Pag naman nasa school ako, iba-iba classmates ko for every subject. Or pwede ring masyado kasi akong nagiging busy sa mgasyadong maraming bagay. Or baka naman hindi na rin ako best friend material =( <toink! ang drama mo!>

Nung elementary ako, tatlo kaming magkakasama--ako, si Mai, at si Angel. Lagi kaming sabay umuwi noon. Pati sa mga camping, magkakasama kami. And since pare-pareho kaming nasa Malibay, tambayan namin ang bahay ng isa't isa. Now I remember, all of us were GC then, saying that the three of us should graduate in elementary with hinors. Fortunately, all of us were in the top 5. When I studied high school in Masci, it seemed I had drifted away. Since bihira ko na sila makita, ayun, the friendship of the two flourished even more. Ngayon, sila na yung best friends talaga...at ako, hmmm...

They're still my friends, but of course, nakahanap rin naman ako ng bagong best friend, si Pat. Schoolmate ko ito and two years kong naging classmate, at sobrang dami rin naming napagsamahan. One knew the other's drama, and we had so many things in common--music, kakornihan, lahat na! But again, nahiwalay na naman ako. Nasa UP Manila  siya ngayon, ako nasa Diliman. For two years hindi kami nagkita. Sa e-mail or through SMS lang kami nagco-communicate. But nung debut niya, nagkita kami. Pero siyempre, we were not able to have much time with each other kasi may mga bisita rin siya noon. Kaya ngayon, na-realize ko, parang ang dami ko ng hindi alam sa kanya.

Ngayong college, wala akong mahanap na taong maittuturing ko talagang best friend--ung laging anjan, lagi kong iiyakan or tatawanan or aasarin. Walang taong lalapit sakin when it comes to very personal or shall I say very complicated matters. Walang sumisita sa akin nang may ibang impact pag may mali ako. Walang nagbibigay ng payo sa akin regarding my family, acads, lovelife...Wala...Kaya nga hindi ko alam kung ngayong college may maituturing akong best friend, baka nga malabong mangyari yun.

Pero OK lang...masaya na rin ako kahit papaano. Marami naman akong bagong kaibigan eh. All of them have made a difference in my life anyway. And so they're still worth keeping =P

Chris and I just broke up yesterday...we know it would be difficult for both of us, but we have to...

...even though we still love each other (or maybe he loves me more than I love him...or is it really love? I don't know...)

This is very depressing...now I believe...there are some things only love can do, but there are still a lot of things love can't afford to do =(

Ok. Whew...

I am now trying my best to get over this quickly (yeah, for peace of mind)...ang hirap...some things are hard to accept but I have to.

ANd now, I'm gonna make this deal with myself (again???)

For the mean time, I'll not involve myself in any relationship. Simple crushes would do and that's the limit muna. I know I'll get much busy this coming school year and so I don't want serious relationships to eat up my time. I believe dagdag lang yun sa mga iisipin ko...I'll concentrate muna sa aking acads and 6 orgs and family, and hopefully, part-time job.

RICHSHYLL's Profile

Nickname: Rich

Status: SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE

PI 100 (Life and Works of Rizal) lang ang klase ko this summer. Kinda maaksaya sa pamasahe and food ano? I'll go to UP everyday just for this subject...

Pero buti na rin pala at kinuha ko ito this summer. Matrabaho pala kasi itong subject na ito (or baka pag si Monico Atienza lang prof mo). Ewan ko...everyday, inaantok ako sa pakikinig sa kanyang guttural but hypnotizing voice! Kasi naman, para cyang si lanuza, and daldal tuwing lectures, but at least, si lanuza, hindi nakakaantok.

In my PI 100, there would be no Banahaw field trip, pero grabe, first day pa lang P52.50 worth of photocopied readings na agad ang supposedly babasahin ko. but as before, they're just filed in my folder, bihirang mabuklat. Nakakatamad kasi basahin eh, not to mention the small font sizes and the very unclear letters. Aside from the very hifaluting English and Tagalog used, the sentences are so long that they actually lose their sense as you get near the tuldoks. And together with the tuldoks is my head unconcsiously dropping and my eyes closing.

Some say Prof. Atienza likes CBA students (kasi cguro Mak, Germee, Juba, jik, and other JPIAns were his students last summer). Pero ewan ko. Basta nung 2nd day of classes, when he called me during the roll call using the classcards, he stopped, speechless at first, and then he said " BS BAA ang course mo iha...panindigan mo yan ha?" sabay ngiti. And so I thought, after 114.1 and 114.2 I'll go to him and say either "Sir, pinanindigan ko, hindi ako natanggal sa BS BAA" (kung umabot ako sa 2.75) or "Sir tulad ni Rizal nanindigan ako, pero mukhang  eto na ang tandhana ko" (pag ako'y naka 3 or below). And so whatever the result would be, at least, alam kong nanindigan ako...

Waaah, huli na naman ako sa balita! But nonetheless...

Congratulations UP JPIA!!!! Woohoo!!!

After the Gawad Tsanselor Most Outstanding Organization in UP for the third time (kaya naman Hall of Famer na rin!), Most Outstanding Local Chapter naman from National Federation of Junior Philippine Institute of Accountants! Yeah, we have to edit again our cover letters for our marketing proposals!

Congrats JD, Mia, Carisse, Che, Grace, Allen, and Felisa, pati na rin sa mga past EOs.

I'm just a new member. I don't know if I have done something, or if I have been part of the activities that made UP JPIA stand out above the the other chapters. But since I am now a full-pledged UP JPIAn, makikigulo at makikisaya na rin ako!! Woohoo!

Well, the thing is we're not really after the awards. We do projects that leave remarkable impacts on society and at the same time give opportunity for us members to develop our potentials. Yeah! UP JPIA: Committed Inside Out!!!

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Congrats sa 10 summas, 114 magnas, and 495 cum laudes ng UP Diliman!!!

sa sampung summa cum laude, 3 ang kilala ko. yung isa, si Grace, ay dating VP for Finance ng UP JPIA. Yung dalawa from BS Math (Juvelyn and cris), mga henyong mula sa Masci! woohoo! go masci!

grabe, ang daming may latin honors!!!

cyempre congrats din sa mga gumraduate na BA and BAA students.

god bless sa inyong endeavors =P pati na rin sa mga magte-take jan ng CPA board exams (kahit malayo pa...) =P

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eto change of mood...

I really don't know Mia Madrigal. She's an incoming sophomore so she's not that visible in BA. I only learned lately that she was an AIESECer pala (and this proves I don't know many AIESECers...sad...).

The tragedy that she and her parents had in China was very heart breaking. Sayang! Mia was still young. Marami pa sana siyang mararating. Pero ganun talaga...if it's really time for you to be with God, you can't back out. It hurts, but things are to be left behind no matter what...

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Here's something for you to ponder:

mabuti pa ang lalaki. Hindi na kailangang maging super handsome para makapang-ligaw. Kahit hindi kaguwapuhan, ang daming nagiging girlfriend.

Pero ang babae? Kailangan maganda, kailangan sexy. Kasi kung hindi, hindi masyadong napapansin. Eh hindi naman puwedeng sila ang manligaw sa mga lalaking gusto nila, medyo off yun...

Sobrang laking factor talaga ang outside beauty ano? People judge a book by its cover because it's the part of the book that they first see, dba?

Advantage maging MAGANDA--as in mapungay ang mata, matangos ang ilong, makinis ang kutis (no pimples whatsoever!), matangkad...basta...deserves not just a second look. Hindi lang basta madadaanan ng paningin mo. Mapagmamasdan mo pa with matching nganga at pinaghalong paghanga at konting inggit!

Advantage maging MATALINO. Hindi na kailangang magpakahirap at magpuyat sa kakasagot ng mga mahihirap na exercises just to pass. Actually, hindi lang basta pasa. Pwedeng puno pa ng "ruler" ang transcript dahil sa dami ng uno o kaya 1.5 or 1.75 na nag lowest grade. At siyempre, tipong gagraduate with Latin honors.

Advantage maging MAYAMAN. Walang problema sa pera. Lahat kayang bilhin. Pwede ring may yaya or katulong man lang sa bahay. Ok din pag may kotse. Hmmm...di ka na rin kailangang maghanap ng part-time job para tustusan ang pag-aaral mo.

Planning Sem is drawing near, and I'm getting excited na! It would be held at Femar, Antipolo, April 5-8. And it'll be relatively cheaper than the previous planning sem (from P1500 to P1350).

We just had our Pre-planning last Friday, and even though the EOs strictly reminded us of being on time, I still came late (around 15 minutes), and so as punishment, I'll be bringing a big bag of chips sa planning sem! Well, an additional expense na naman...So next time, I'll be punctual!

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I'll never play bridge or any card game next sem (I'll just play on my birthday!)

Yes, I know you're surprised, and you'll bet I won't make it...but I believe I can...

Vincent  and I had our bets, and the winner would be treating the other for lunch or basta any food...

Well, lulubus-lubusin ko na ang pagalalro ngayon ng card game =P

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Yay! I got the PI 100 class I pre-enlisted in sa CRS! And I owe it to Dan, my so galing, very genius, astigin friend who is a member of the CRS team! Lotsa thanks, Dan!

But I'm very much saddened by the fact that most of my friends were not able get their desired classes on CRS...i hope slots would stilll be avavilable on registration period.

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I backed out from application for summer job at jolllibee. i think they want people who would continue working even after the summer is over. Now, I'm trying my luck at Chowking.

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Hi there!!!

Even though the University Job Fair is not yet over, I would now start congratulating UP JPIA, especially the E&R and Infopub Committees! Imagine, 9 co-pres, 13 major sponsors, and over 90 participating companies! Wooohooo! It's somehow fun to make tambay there at the Bahay ng Alumni. There are lots of interesting talks and freebies (free coffee from nescafe and starbucks hehehe), not to mention pagfi-feeling graduating! =P

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I am planning to have part-time job, maybe as a math tutor sa AHEAD. Waaahhhh....i wanna earn money for my summer classes!

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I'll be saying hello to another app experience =P AIESEC invited me (and many others) to be a part of its international circle of people. hmmm...may makikilala kaya akong foreign friends?!?! =P

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Dan Christian, Happy Birthday!!!!Thanks for the P60 off for our food yesterday! Hahahha....(see how kuripot he is? haha..joke! thanks pa rin!)

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Ang mahal na ngayon manood ng sine!!!!! From P65 naging P81! sobrang inflation na ito!!!

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Meet the Fockers. A very funny movie, hmmm...but somehow green. It shouldn't have been rated PG-13!

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Thank God, the first batch of exams for this sem is finished.

I passed the first Accounting exam!!!!!! That's an achievement!

Greetings, Prof. De Ocampo!!! He'll be our instructor for the second part of BA 99.2...

Sana madali siya magpa-exam... =P

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Hmmm....malapit na ang Feb 9 at Feb 14!!!!!!! Isang regalo na lang para di magastos... (hehehe...kuripot din ako noh?!!!)

It was Berna's debut yesterday! Imagine, Karren and I and the rest of our UP friends travelled all the way to San Pedro Laguna just to witness Berna's very special night.

The theme of the party was such a unique one...hmmm...Arabian ambience I think. Actually, Berna looked like Jasmine (of Alladin and the Magic Lamp) in her Arabian princess (or it could be Arabian dancer because of the exposed belly that was very much visible behind the string beads =P) attire. Even the souvenirs are one of a kind (shawl- like cloth with beads). I presume Berna really prepared herself for her day...and maybe that's the reason why she was getting sexier and slimmer for around three months now =P